Posted by: firstpersonshooter | June 12, 2009

Natural State of mind

Ava Grace and her Daddy after an evening cry

Ava Grace and her Daddy after an evening cry

I’m on the tail end of my annual summer break escape from Texas to Arkansas trip, and it’s been a blast.

I got here late Saturday night and I’ll head home in a few hours. I always enjoy visiting, but it is nice to climb back into your bed for the first time in a week. Hello sheets and pillows, hello comforter (how apt your name is now), hello lumpy mattress – ah, the devil that I know. (if you really don’t care about the details of the rest of my trip… stop reading now)

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Posted by: firstpersonshooter | April 24, 2009

Hotel Rooms and Streaming Audio

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I’m back in a hotel room for the second time in less than a week.

I think Don Chaffer’s daddy said it best. These rooms are lonely places. Sometimes that Gideon’s Bible is your only friend.

But it’s also nice to have free wireless internet in the room, and some deep cuts from a few new Pandora radio stations. I mentioned Pandora a while back. I don’t get to listen as much these days, but when I do, I always hear something cool.

My latest stations?

  • Kim Wilson (harmonica and vocals for the Fabulous Thunderbirds)
  • Lazy Lester (a harp player I heard about from Brian of 3 Time Fool Blues Band.
  • Gram Parsons
  • Mother Earth (former band of Bob, our new bass player)
  • Mark Olson (Jayhawks greatness)
  • Sharon Jones and the Dap Kings (You just have to hear “100 Days, 100 Nights.” It’s like opening a time capsule.

That’s all for tonight. Goodnight from Lubbock. And in the words of Buddy Holly… Oh boy.

Posted by: firstpersonshooter | April 14, 2009

My 2009 so far…

No posts since Christmas. Well, it’s not easy to get back in the habit of being a good blogger, but I’ve got to get something out there.

So here’s 2009 so far…

  • Played to a packed house at the Flying Pig in Lewisville shortly after New Year’s.
  • Joined a fitness boot camp (still going strong).
  • Attended a fantastic men’s retreat at my church.
  • Had my kids win a bunch of stuff again.
  • Finally got my parents and grandmother down to see the band play!
  • Dressed up like a psychedelic cookie monster and sang funk tunes for the students.
  • Saw King Tut exhibit at DMA.
  • Went to two Mavs games (both wins) – one with Casey, one with Dru.
  • Got an old roommate back.
  • Bought a new couch and love seat.
  • Attended a rockin’ sushi party.
  • Played kickball.
  • Bought the amazing new album by the Derek Trucks Band.
  • Wrote a song that might actually see the light of day in a performance.

And that’s where we’re at so far. I’m in the middle of a hellish April as usual and I’ve got another birthday coming up. But I’m back… and I’m blogging.

At least I got a car, I can drive tonight;

And I know it ain’t much but it makes me feel alright;

And alright ain’t good, but alright’s alright;

At least I got a car, I can drive tonight. – Don Chaffer

Posted by: firstpersonshooter | December 25, 2008

Door Decor

So… every year our school holds a Holiday door/hallway decorating contest. My class has only participated once because we’re usually busy trying to get  a newspaper out. But I pitched the idea of using old papers to the class this year and we had a few kids without deadlines who jumped on the idea. When the paper was finished, the rest of the class got into the act too.

We didn’t win first place (a pizza party), but we did get honorable mention which is probably worth a packet of crushed red pepper. Enjoy the photos. Merry Christmas.

This was the full shot of Room 2000 after the kids finished. We went green this year, almost all recyclable materials.

This was the full shot of Room 2000 after the kids finished. We went green this year, almost all recyclable materials.

I'm not sure why I figured so prominently in our decorations. We call that my "werewolf face."

I'm not sure why I figured so prominently in our decorations. We call that my "werewolf face."

Here is our sign. Merry Pressmas and Happy News Year. Note the newspaper mistletoe at the top.

Here is our sign. Merry Pressmas and Happy News Year. Note the newspaper mistletoe at the top.

No deadlines and easy access to Photoshop equals Halezilla. If there's a connection to the Holidays, I'm missing it.

No deadlines and easy access to Photoshop equals Halezilla. If there's a connection to the Holidays, I'm missing it.

Our snowman had old SLR lens and body caps for his buttons and smile. Rubber viewfinder cups made the eyes. He has his reporter's notebook and pen ready to go.

Our snowman had old SLR lens and body caps for his buttons and smile. Rubber viewfinder cups made the eyes. He has his reporter's notebook and pen ready to go.

Our tree was decorated with a star, photograms, pictures of our newspaper covers from this year, and more pictures of me.

Our tree was decorated with a star, photograms, pictures of our newspaper covers from this year, and more pictures of me.

Here's my awesome staff who created this masterpiece! Crushed Red Pepper for everyone!

Here's my awesome staff who created this masterpiece! Crushed Red Pepper for everyone!

Posted by: firstpersonshooter | December 13, 2008

Second glance

Just a tiny splash of color

Just a tiny splash of color

Here’s another look. I decided to bring back the color in her eyes. It’s kind of a clichéd technique, but I think it looks good here.

I’d also like to note that you are never quite so overrated as when your family overrates you, but it’s nice to hear just as well.

Posted by: firstpersonshooter | December 12, 2008

Angel eyes

A beautiful girl I know

A beautiful girl I know

So I was messing around with Photoshop while at work tonight, trying to find a way to get a better black and white image. I can’t tell if this image is too dark or not or if it’s my monitor. Let me know…

Posted by: firstpersonshooter | December 1, 2008

Insane in the membrane

So you’ve probably heard before that the definition of insanity is doing to the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.

Well, color me crazy.

Sometime within the last month, the touchpad on my school-issued laptop became pressure-sensitive. So if I scroll across it with too much pressure (read: any pressure), it interprets that motion as a left click. I am constantly opening web links, photos, documents, closing windows before I’m ready, sumbitting log-ins before I’ve typed my password, etc.

It is driving me nuts and I can’t figure out a way to turn it off. What I need to do is find a temporary fix for this problem until there is a permanent solution. And I know what the fix is.

I need to bring the optical mouse that is sitting at my apartment up to the school to plug in and use with my laptop. Problem solved. In fact, I will probably get better navigational control with the optical mouse than I ever did with the touchpad.

So why haven’t I done it? No good reason comes to mind.

Anybody care to psychoanalyze me for this little problem? Or do you have a similar problem to share?

I’m going to write myself a note on my hand. We’ll see if it works. Stay tuned.

Posted by: firstpersonshooter | November 25, 2008

Thankful…

My newspaper staff uses a special web-based software to write their stories, get edits and just communicate in general. One of the features is a board where we can post topics for discussion.

So for our last class before the break yesterday, I posted the following thread.

Giving Thanks

Take a little time and share some of the things for which you are thankful.

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We can only be said to be alive in those moments when our hearts are conscious of our treasures. ~Thornton Wilder

As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them. ~John Fitzgerald Kennedy

Then I posted my thankful list.

Mr. Hale is thankful for the following: Fantasy football, Strawberry Bliss Smoothies from Bahama Buck’s, the amazing Cuban album he found at Goodwill for $1.99, the Sunday Homestyle Chicken Dinner at Cracker Barrell, the barebones deliciousness of an Icedream cone from Chick-Fil-A, the generosity of his family, the kisses he’ll get from his 1-year-old niece on Wednesday night, the health of his parents and grandmother, the drop in gas prices, the literary genius of Flannery O’Connor, the musical genius of Lynyrd Skynyrd, the fact that his DVR will not let him miss the series finale of The Shield on Tuesday night, his new friends in Texas and old friends scattered across the country and around the world, the technology that allows him to keep in touch with them, his faith, his church, future grace, the return of Tony Romo, his brother’s sarcasm, his sister’s laugh, his sister-in-law’s smile, a home to go home to, a new haircut, a great job; and a staff that works hard, gets along, cares, laughs, makes him laugh, makes him proud, and makes the job so great in the first place.
Oh yeah, and Grub Rub from Dickey’s Old Town Meat Market. That stuff is off the hook/chain/charts and whatever else you got.

I asked the students to post their own comments. I heard them talking and giggling about it throughout the rest of the class period. I figured it just turned into a string of inside jokes and silly back-and-forth comments. I totally misjudged my kids. I forgot how smart, funny and profound they really are. Here’s a sample of the things for which they were thankful:

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    • for Wes Anderson and Owen Wilson.
    • for Snapple and Chicken Fried Chicken. Cheeseburgers, Fratelli’s pizza and the Godfather.
    • for having awesome parents
    • to have more than what i need, people to love and to be loved from
    • for surviving cancer and catching it early
    • for the male gender..because if the world was all females..it would suck
    • for creepy vampire books
    • for overcoming shyness
    • for silly animals..they make me laugh
    • I’m also thankful my parents didn’t name me an insane name like Bronx Mowgli.
    • for being able to work and make my own money
    • for having a roof over my head and clothes on my back
    • that me and my brother aren’t on the verge of killing each other any more (sounds familiar)
    • for soccer, even if i cant play for a while >:(
    • for the newspaper and having more stuff to do that takes me away from my house
    • for Harrison and his crazy jackets and singing
    • for my mother who has given the world for me
    • Also music. and the concept of love. that’s some pretty great stuff right there.
    • for a staff that works hard, loves the newspaper and each other, and is also arguably one of the best looking staffs out there.
    • for football – paticularly the Dallas Cowboys. TO AND ROMO REPRESENT!
    •  for the random phtoshop creations on the wall only a few of us understand.
    • for my job, even though at times they screw me over more than anyone should. The people there are some of the coolest people ever.
    • for the beauty that is cinema and the way I can look at it so throughly to the point people think I’m a freak.
    • for living life and being around amazing people throughout high school, and throughout my life in general. Leaving this place in May is going to suck, but the memories will last forever.
    • for good music *radiofire* , these super awesome laptops, my new house, my good friends, life, the cold weather, forgiveness, the wonderful memories i have of my brother, my cell phone :D , vans brand shoes, sunny D, food, my cats and dog, my family, twilight the movie, hair extentions from hot topic, LHS, Choir, all you wonderful newspaper people, and of course, the way i feel when i walk in this room. all my worries are left at the door and i feel welcome, needed, and even better, wanted.
    • for my small but sweet family of two.
    • for coming to Texas.
    • for Mr. Hale and his interesting taste in music.
    • for The Sooners kicking Texas Techs butt on saturday, for the bears beating the rams, my amazing family, my amazing friends, very thankful for my sister moving out and me getting my own room finally, thankful for my grandpa letting us stay in the house for atleast Christmas.
    • for my nasty disgusting tooth finally getting pulled even though it hurt reallly bad
    • for a fabulous newspaper staff and the wonderful people who make it up, my family, the freedom that comes with living in our country, Jason Mraz, my health, John Mayer, DANCING, Maroon 5, cranberry sauce on thanksgiving day, my Gotta Dance posse, dark chocolate, my dog Sophie, my nasty green 1998 Nissan Altama, gushy romantic movies, the gifts God has given me, Jimmy John’s Beach Club with no tomatoes, my parents who love me, my 11-year-old brother, having teachers who care for my future, my education, my church.
    • for all the memories I have created during my lifetime. For all my amazing friends. For my family that has always supported me and given me everything I have ever known. For the stars. For the rain. For the weather that brings back many more memories and allows for creating more. For how easy it is to make me happy.
      I’m thankful for all the simple things in life.
      Life would be so much better for everyone if we all just took the time to enjoy the simple things.
    • for mr hale putting on free bird!
    • everyone’s little quirks because without that the world would be boring, guitar solos, air guitar, football, LOST, tv, the internets, the sun, the ocean, schlotzkeys, the farhar staff, creativity, photoshop
    • white chocolate covered pretzels..The seasonal limited aditions to the starbucks menu..the many smiles i have during this time of year..my cellular device..the break coming up..my awsome friends..my brothers..my father..my grandparents love and exceptance..my camera..my doggy..the good times in newspaper..the diversity of great music
    • to live in AMERICA so i can be free
    • for the following: The outdoors, forests, tractors, fires, electric blankets, computers, his 360, modest mouse, all other music, people, candy, chicken fried steak
    • my sisters cello playing ability
    • staying up all night with a voice recorder
    • Also all of newspaper staff. Especially Hale. Wouldn’t want to do this without any of you guys.

This life is a blessing. It’s just a shame that it takes so much effort just to see that.

Posted by: firstpersonshooter | October 15, 2008

BLOG ACTION DAY: The Legacy of Poverty

Note: This blog is participating in Blog Action Day 2008 in which bloggers across the world try to turn their spotlights and soapboxes to one issue. This year’s issue is poverty.

I pass the book around the room.

My students study the photos. The challenge for them is to determine a five-year period in which these photos were taken.

They look closer. In the black and white photos, they see black faces, weathered by age and hardship. Worn-out shoes. Ancient cars. Tar-paper shacks with bare light bulbs. Rooms filled with scraps of lives spent picking cotton or cleaning homes. Children with grim faces, already robbed of a childhood and perhaps a future.

I write their guesses on the white board. Some guess as early as the 1910s and 20s. Most guesses are between the 1940s and 1960s. One savvy student proposes 1970-1975. He’s the closest and he’s not that close.

Some are shocked when I tell them that all the photos in Ken Light’s collection, Delta Time, were taken in the late 1980s and early 1990s. Some are indifferent. For me, when I first bought this book in 1997 after seeing Light’s photos in the Oxford American magazine, I was shocked, saddened and angered, all at once. Then most of these photos from the poorest spots in West Mississippi were just a few years old, most of them taken when I was in high school.

For my students, some of these are close to 20 years old. I ask them if we travelled to these areas today if things would look different. Most, in pessimistic but realistic frankness, answer “No.”

I think of the great blues guitarist Robert Johnson. The legend is that he died at the age of 27 of poisoning (by the husband of a woman he had been seeing) in 1938, near the Delta community of Greenwood, Miss. The whole truth of the matter is that Johnson didn’t die until days after the incident. The poison contributed to his death, but Johnson’s contemporary and friend, blues singer Honeyboy Edwards, implied that the lack of a doctor being available in these poor, minority-inhabited Delta areas was also a factor.

I wonder how much has changed since 1938.

The synopsis for Light’s book says

…in a land where times have brought little change. The legacy of sharecropping, racism and poverty in the Deep South are captured in more than 100 duotone images.

The word legacy is troubling to me. It’s partly because I typically think of legacies in a positive light. But also partly because legacy seems to permanent. What can be done to turn the tide of generational poverty?

I wish I had answers. I don’t. The best I can do right now is to continue to raise the question.

Posted by: firstpersonshooter | September 21, 2008

“Brevity is the soul of lingerie.”

The above is a quote from Dorothy Parker, one of my favorite writers and poets. She’s having some fun with Shakespeare here: “Brevity is the soul of wit.” But Dot walks the talk. She’s one of the first writers I think of who does a lot with a just a bit.

I’ve been reading Roy Peter Clark’s Writing Tools, and it’s been the most enjoyable read for any book of it’s kind.

Today’s tool: No. 10 – Cut big, then small. Prune the big limbs then shake out the dead leaves. My favorite part of the lesson? The example of Tom Wolfe’s editor condensing four pages of what I would only guess was (were? Need a ruling here) masterful prose about his uncle to just six words: “Henry, the oldest, was now thirty.”

I will have to read this book again and again to squeeze all the life out of it, but I know it will make me a better teacher and my students better writers.

You can get a slightly-altered version of this book for free by checking out the “Writers’ Workbench” course on News University, a service of the Poynter Institute where Clark works. It’s free to create an account and there are several excellent online journalism courses there – all free.

BRINGING ON THE WEATHER: Around this time of year, I love to pop on The Weather Channel Web site and check the extended monthly forecast for my area. I can see the fall weather I love so much drawing near. Highs in the mid-80s by the end of September, then high-to-mid 70s around mid-October with lows around 50.

The forecast for my annual trip to the Screams haunted amusement park in Waxahachie? Average high of 83, low of 58 should make for what I affectionately call T-shirt warm, which is close to perfect.

FANTASY FINAL: If things hold course in the Dallas game tonight, I should move to 2-1 and 3-0 in my fantasy football leagues. Chris was not much of a challenge in the Lonestar League today, but Darren’s Dire Straits team, likely to be unbeaten after this week.

My fantasy forecast: A high of kicking butt with a 60 percent chance of taking names.

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